Surviving the Blaze

SATB Choir | Piano

7:52 approx.

When Mike and I started talking about a new commission for Macalester, it was around the time that a piece I wrote for Vox Femina – Our Streets, A Symphony Again – was receiving its premiere. That piece was about the city of West Hollywood “reopening” after COVID isolation and quarantine. I thought it would be a great idea to look deeper into “reopening” stories from different cities. My friend Brian Sonia-Wallace (@rentpoet), who wrote the text for Our Streets then introduced me to Minneapolis based poet Annette Schiebout.

Surviving the Blaze is about rediscovery amidst and after a time of isolation and plague – past relationships, a city one calls home, the magic of nature, the heightened need for systemic change after the murder of innocent lives… Surviving a pandemic and a major social uprising posed the questions: What are the essentials? What do we want and what else needs to be “rediscovered”?

Surviving the Blaze

If I need to survive
a plague that rocked the globe locked
down loaded up
on supplies, hoarded

fear behind hidden
faces, zoomed in to look at
essentials, I chose you
to dig anxious toes out of a broken second wound

remember: the second break up, burn, then
we stole sunsets and empty
beaches, rocks our feet learned
to uncover to carry to the barren

shore of distance, yet
connection on a platform
we walked circles around
lakes, first swimming

tackling to the bottom
sand stuck to feet
then watching waves freeze until we could
fly kites on safely

frozen we crossed over shorelines we learned
all lives can’t matter until
we admitted
some lives have mattered more

the buildings are still boarded
remembering the hope howl full
rage recalling havoc the glass broke
fire blazed out the hearts
of people we finally heard

-Annette Schiebout